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“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.”

Maybe This Is It

Ive been dreaming about you running in and out of my life
you are like the passing years always changing but somehow remaining constant
i have realised that home is not a certain place, its something that you strive to make and id make a home with you if i could
you are the mystery in my life
the joy i take in simple things
i cant help but feel sad sometimes
but your voice always brings a smile to my face
i remember when you said "love is a funny thing so dont be afraid to laugh"
and sometimes i do
everyone makes mistakes
thats just life i guess
but we learn from them
and i learned a lesson from you
its spring in the city and it has been raining for weeks
but i can smell the summer in the air
i remember when you said "Ive been dreaming about you running in and out of my life"
and i remember thinking that maybe this is it

Blue

The rain falls on this city just like it has so many times before
And while damned souls fill crowded rooms i search for something worth fighting for
i whisper to myself quietly in the darkness "she was never worth this, nothing will ever be worth these fucking nights"
and i cant help but think that maybe this time im fucking right
that maybe im forcing myself to feel this way
because im so afraid of not being afraid
but night falls on this city and the beggers are begging not to be saved
and any hope that the hopeless had seemed to slowly fad
with the sinking of the sun into the ocean
and even though i have no reason left to fight
i will keep fighting away those sleepless nights
to hear a story told by a girl with the bluest eyes

Sometimes

Sometimes this girl is nice to me. Sometimes.

Heart

She still rules!

I'm Still Grieving

Honesty
You have, You have,
the darkest eyes i have ever seen.
Judging me, Judging me.
Your words, Your words,
They have been laying heavy on my heart since the day you left.
The lights went out in the city tonight,
While i was searching for pictures of you and me.
But there are none.
Those nights don't exist for us.
I think its time that we talked about this world
and how somethings they just don't work,
Like honesty, like honesty.

Grief
Love, Love never made sense to me and life was never as confusing as it was last year.
I just never had the heart to tell my friends that im fucking dead and that i can't bring myself to, Make pointless conversations anymore.
If i love anything its the quiet that this noise brings.
(I still miss the) Friends.
That were never friends to me at all.
The only things that mattered to them were agendas of their own.
The life i used to lead is now a broken thing that is adding fire to my grief.
I can't feel anything.
Anything but grief
and i've been running on empty these past 10 weeks
and yes it matters that she lives that life, she lives the life of a whore.
While a town of sheep dressed as wolves sit at her door.
You deserve each other.
There will be no rest for the wicked.

Title fight.

AWESOME!

The best times were had.
One of my favourite shows ever.
It was class to see the place so packed.
Cheers to everyone that got down early to check out my new band.

Gajb got some Title Fight videos.