Fuck Wednesdays

We all have this idea in our heads of who we are meant to be
But what if we cant fit into the roles our parents want us to play
I always proved to be a disappointment or so im told
The only kid that never gave a shit about fitting in
I often wonder at the end of days
Will i sit back and look at my mistakes with the deepest regret.
I was always held down by the endless ticking clock
And all the things that i wanted that i could never have.
I tore out the years
Like pages from a book
I didn't care to read
I never thought that i could miss you half as much as i do
But these night mean nothing without you
I sacrificed self respect
The small bit i had left and reached out to you
And blew the only chance i had at feeling alive
This has to be more than words
More than some fucked up kids in a dead in town
more than some high points and some low lifes
more than a life full of what ifs and could have beens


Blog about my birthday when i get home.

I'm nearly 25 years old...

...and i aint got much to show.

In less than half an hour i will turn 25.

If you are in town tomorrow give me a call.

Fibbers on thursday night! come hang out!

yo

I dont have a Fanta picture, Sorry!

I finished work a bit early today so i decided to do a bit of christmas shopping.

I always end up buying presents for my family in book stores. I love books about irish history and i love looking at picture of dublin from like 50 years ago and stuff like that.
So i saw this book:





























I had a quick look at it and thought it was class, so i decided to pick it up for my Dad. But as i was cueing i realised that he will most likely never even look at it. I dont know if i have ever seen him read a book. I seemed to have it in my head that because i loved reading that my parents must like it also. Where else would i have got my love for books?? Not from them it would seem. I found that so strange when i thought about it.
Anyway i put the book back and went and bought some dvds. I think i will pick the book up before christmas though!

im to tired to keep going sorry.

Oh also i was thinking about fibbers next thursday for my birthday. is that a terribe idea????

Fanta Rules!!!

I wish i had this much Fanta!
Find A Way are recording tomorrow!!
im stoked as fuck!

I wrote this right at the end of tour.

I know these motorways
They are the veins pumping blood to the far reaches of this world
When i close my eyes all i see are dotted while lines and traffic signs counting down the miles as swan valley goes racing by
im hiding panic attacks inside backpacks with pages full of reasons why i will never be good enough for you
we live in a city full of lies
and when all we need are sincere eyes they can be the hardest thing to find
but autumn rain just set in and it wont be long till the truth starts falling
with these amber leave onto empty streets and all our so called enemies wont know what hit them and our friends will scream 1000 songs of heart ache and when this pen finally runs out of words to write we will know that its winter again
as we wave goodbye to another loveless summer we will set our sights on stormy nights where the girls we loved are left far behind and the sweetest dreams could yet be mine, yes the sweetest dreams could yet be mine
Goodnight.

Jesse

I love this girl, She makes me laugh more than most. But she sometimes saysthe most silly things in the world, haha.
For example:
The other day she said something like
Jesse: "ice is so weird"
me: "it's just frozen water"
Jesse: "no but its ice?"
me: "yeah its ice, but ice is frozen water"
Jesse: "no its not"
Jesse: "say you have a tomato and then you make tomato juice, its not a tomato anymore"
me: "thats completely different"


haha then she said something about there not being water in fanta and i gave up. I laughed so much!!

After the ice incident we went to see Burn After Reading, It was a good movie!



































I'm reading this at the moment and it rules! The movie seems to be loosly based on it from what i can tell so far.

Daraghs 21st was the other night. It was a good laugh seeing everyone in togas and stuff. Find A Way played and we were shocking BUT i had a good laugh, i hit Zach in the head with my bass, Sorry bro!! Ian Fox and the inflatable Gods were delish! They just keep getting better!!

After work yesterday i met Mac Kell in town andwe headed out to Greystones for the sambo project gig! Needless to say the laugh was had!
I didnt like Etcha all that much.
RAN were incredible!! Like so good!!
After The Math were ok but the drummer just seemed terrible.
Kidd Blunt are amazing!

We had to leave during them to catch a dart to town so we could get the last bus. There was some fault on the train and we ended up waiting in bray for like 10 mins which meant i missed my bus. Shit sucked!

I'm off work today and tomorrow! So if anyone would like to do anything give me a shout. Its my birthday on tuesday week! What should i do??????

Loafyonekonobi@hotmail.com

Work

Pineapple Fanta! This is the real shit and possibly my favourite flavour! People seriously need to start sending me weird flavours! Its my birthday on the 18th yo! haha.
Work is the most boring thing ever, that being said i love the fact that i get paid for doing nothing. I had 7 customers today, somes days i don't have any at all. its the good shit. I
basically spend my day reading comics, playing ds and the odd time i bring the laptop in and play a bit of football manager.


I got really bored today and took a few picture of what i look at every day:















































































I watched that movie the Kite Runner this evening and it blew me away. I seriously suggest you check it out.

The Mighty Villa did the business in the Uefa Cup tonight! We were fucking shite but at least we got the result!

Right i'm gonna head to bed.
If you are at the party tomorrow come say hi and if you aint done so giz an add on msn loafyonekonobi@hotmail.com

bye!!!

Winter!!

Fanta Fruit Twist FUCK YEAH!!!+ Added xGavx!!!

Hi! So a few weeks ago work told me that i wouldnt be getting many hours for the next couple of months, i was pretty pissed off but i fuck it! So since that day i have worked like 27 days out of 30 or something stupid like that. Make your fucking minds up. Working there is kinda hard at the moment for one reason or another. I find myself in constant bad moods and when im there i just don't want to talk to anyone. Well actually except for Mags, that girl is sound and she knows whats up, i def have the lols with her.

Find A Way are recording an EP next week! I'm stoked to get new songs recorded. Its been a year since we recorded anything so its about time we got the finger out!

Forging Friendships are recording this album in January! I can't wait to finally get it done! I'm so stoked to get it out! It will have the 3 songs from the recent demo and 9 other songs that we aint recorded before! Come see us on the 14th in Dorans. I think we will be playing some old tunes that we aint played in forever! So stall the ball and have the laugh!

Young Wolves will be playing our first show in January! Im stoked! i hope we get a demo done before then!

Im currently reading this:










































It rules hard! check it out for sure.

A bunch of us went to Glasnevin and hung out last night, the laugh was had for sure! Its good to have nealo back! Jack decided to put on a face mask!

I can't belive how cold it has been recently! That being said im loving it, haha. I love the whole build up to Christmas! Last christmas in the house i grew up in too! Weird for sure!

More Later.