mayyyyy

Maybe a big update.

So the Famine album came out. Cheers if you picked one up.

The release weekend was easily the most fun i have ever had.
Lees house showwas my highlight for sure.


CHECK OUT MAC KELL GETTING THE FEET IN THE FACE

i laughed so hard that night.

We played an all ages show on sunday and it was class. i had the best time before during and after the show.
here are some pics, none of them feature bands or anything haha.
































































































I can talk to her about anything <3

Tour starts on thursday and im stoked to see so many new places. i will try and update this as much as i can.

maybe im destined to drown with the rest of my kind, haha.

More of that later, im to sick for that shit.

The Famine album is out on friday. That seems so strange to me. but im am so stoked for it. the locked in lads arrive on thursday and we will have a good time for sure.

I FUCKING HATE MY JOB

Summer

I have actually started to write again????? haha

After all these years it seems that nothings changed
but i just cant seem to feel the same about this place
this place always seems to get me down
just like you used to
i hear its normal to grow to hate the place that you grew up and i think thats because it reminds you of how you used to be before life became so fucked
i always brace myself for the worst and act as if falling down never really mattered at all
but im more fragile than i look and brave faces never suited me
this town goes on forever but i can only go on for so long and now i see that our hearts are not as indestructable as i once thought
i am not happy
but who truely is??
we are living hollow lives in hollow towns

gtdhksjgangzm

i came apart today as i drowned the past in the pouring rain
i miss myself and i miss my best friend
lately it seems like the music is starting to fade
and all the voices of all the kids i used to know are just distant memories of summers gone by
maybe im getting to old for this
all the times i spent staring out of broken windows onto broken city street reminds me that i used to be able to feel something
but i dont feel anything
when i run out of words to write and there are no fault lines left for me to fight i just want to hear my best friends voice

An Actual Update

Dont hold your breath, haha.

I have 2 days off work! Can i get a HELL YEAH!!

Today im going to Kilcoole to mix the Young Wolves Demo. we might have a song up tonight or tomorrow!

I get to see Bane tomorrow which im super stoked about!!

Life. haha where to begin.
Shit isnt great. It hasnt been great for a while now. For some reason i have stopped leaving the house unless its for work or practice. I keep having such weird dreams and im really not sure what to think about them. i know everyone goes through shit like this from time to time so will leave it at that.

Im going on tour in less than a month and im so stoked to clear my head and see some amazing place. We are hitting Germany, Holland, Scotland, England, France, Italy and maybe a couple more countries! Im seriously so excited! Our friends in Locked in are gonna show us all the sights in Italy!

The Forced Out Demo is up check it out!!

4 OF MY FAVOURITE DUDES PLAYING SWEET TUNES!!

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laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I have not had any time to update this because of my crazy work schedule. But my best friend told me to update it so thats what im doing haha.

I got back from tour on like the 25th of march. I had a blast. It was a great time with the best dudes! i didnt sleep in the van nearly as much as i expected to.

Since i have got back i have had like 2 days off work. It has been rough and im not off again until tuesday. but i get to see Bane 2 days in a row so that will rule!

im going to watch the never ending story now.

Happy Easter

i cant feel anything but grief and ive been running on empty these past 10 weeks
i gave you everything and you never even noticed me struggling
im not sure if i ever mattered
if i will ever matter
if there are even any answers to the questions that i have been asking
love never made sense to me
and life was never as confusing as it was last year
i never had the heart to tell me friends that im fucking dead
that i just cant bring myself to make pointless fucking conversation anymore
if i love anything its the quiet that the noise brings
an the ringing in my ears is the only thing that tell me that im alive
you see i stay in most nights and look out at the city lights
and realize that im losing my fucking mind.