fuck

What a fucking weird week. It gave me a lot to think about.

Not one person in this town has an honest bone in their body
And i struggle to break free of the lies that bind me
i see so many blank faces in and out of crowded places
and i just cant stand the faces of the people i thought i knew
i used to say that i believe that their is something here worth saving
but i just cant bring myself to sing those words anymore
i used to love this town

here we go again

Why do we dance this dance through wicked streets and empty towns
like tortured wolves waiting to die we set our sights on the sea tonight
Can't you see how much it hurts to hear your voice on quiet nights
and watch the days melt away while hearing nothing but the rain
I am the lonely lighthouse casting hope into the darkest sea
where my heart still lies among the battered reef
i wished for nothing but sleepless nights and knives to stab out the light
sleepless night after sleepless night and knives to stab out the light

yo yo yo

Its less than a week until christmas and to say that i'm broke would be an understatement. I seriously have no money. But fuck it what can you do. I get paid on the 23rd so at least i can do a bit of last minute shopping.

I have to do a stock take on christmas eve, fuck that.

A bunch of people went to Fibbers last night and it was a class night! The Golden hour was amazing!!

ZACH: DONT FUCKING START MARKY, IM URBAN GRIME AND YOU ARE LIVING UP IN THOSE MOUNTAINS WITH YOUR DART LINE AND YOUR SURF BOARDS, NO WONDER YOU LISTEN TO POST ROCK, ALWAYS LOOKING AT WAVES AND SHIT.

hahahahahahha i nearly fucking died and just when you think the night cant get any funnier we find out that Mark thinks Lee is Saul. The whole place got destroyed. Then outside when we were getting ready to leave 2 guys get agro as if they are about to kill each other and in like 10 seconds one of the dudes is on the ground in an arm bar!!! haha what the fuck????? Then foxy got chips and we had a chat about a female, haha.
All in all a class night!
Im seriously stoked on the next week!

Check out the new Find a Way song.

Im getting these made next month, i think i will get grey longsleeves with black print. Im only getting 25 made so let me know if you want one so i know if im gonna need more.

SUNDAY

I have loads to talk about but nothing i can talk about, haha.

I had the weirdest dream last night that my family were in my grandparents house after they died but it wasnt actually their house if you know what i mean. It was just creepy as hell and when i moved the bed that my grandmother died in there was a cross burned into the floor boards and there was really long burnt grass growing out of the cross. I just started freaking out and i woke up and i was sure there was someone standing over me.

People. I don't get them. Why do people talk to people that they don't like?? It just doesn't make sense to me. For example when we were on tour in August Ben and Jen told me about this girl from Dublin who talked loads of shit on me to them and made up ridic stuff about a member of my band. Now this girl is always nice to me, always stops me and has the chats and i always make conversation with her. You see i don't actually care that she talked shit, im sure she probably still does it. I just find it weird that she trys to talk to me considering ho much she likes to talk shit on me. But at the end of the day i just don't have time for silly drama with people who wont be round six months from now. Why bother.

Now on to nice people. I have got to know Tracy, Gajb and Alex a bit better recently and i can honestly say that they all rule. Tracy likes to talk about the most random stuff and i love it.




























You should really come to this. It will be an amazing way to end an amazing year for Dublin Hardcore.

I'm heading to town in a while to have the laugh with the FF lads then im off to Tallaght and we are finally gonna do the vocals for the Find A Way record! I'm stoked to get it done.

I dunno if im allowed talk about this yet or ot but the last First Death show will be in February. Date and Line up TBC

Posting From Work

This is the shit!!

Verse played in Dublin last night and they blew my mind! They are one of the best bands around at the moment and i cant get enough of the new album. Throw in the fact that they are such nice dudes and life is sweet!

I really enjoyed the FF set. It was one of my favourites actually. Thanks so much to everyone that came out and had the laugh. How good were dead wrong!!

Big City Living

If there is one rule in life it is that you should never post up what time you are getting the dart at on the internet.

You live and learn.

Galway!

Fuck how good was that??

I have always loved Galway, its the nicest city in Ireland and all the people are lovely!

I woke up and went to Glasnevin for an hour or so before i headed to town to meet the lads. We watched videos on you tube and shit.

I then met the lads and he headed on our merry way. I dont think that people that know us even know how vulgar the 5 of us are when we are together. we say the most ridiculous stuff ever. So that made for extremely funny times! I think it took us just over 3 hours to get to Galway, it was sweet. We found the venue pretty easily.

It was so sweet to see Noelie again! He is my favourite dude!

So many people from Dublin travelled for this, like 30 people or something. it was sweet.

Ghundi were decent and ended were class! I was happy with how we played, we pulled out mostly new songs and people seemed to like them, i think. I really like playing in Galway and i was into the venue! We sold loads of the new shirts! Verse were just amazing! One of the best live bands in hardcore! i cant wait for the next 2 days.

The drive home was funny as fuck. I laughed so hard. We sang a bunch of amazing tunes like GOLD, pokemon theme tune, loads of cramberries, the pogues and other shit like that.

Stall to greystones tonight

hi

Fanta from Ghana. Is it safe to drink?? haha im not sure.

Prevomania. What can i say really?? I bottled it. After a bad start i sailed through the groups. Robersh gave me a close game in the quarters but i did the business in extra time. I beat Jack easily which was strange because we always have really close games. Ben hammered me in the final.

I have not been myself lately. I don't even know how to describe what i mean by that. I just feel strange all of the time.



















Ceremony played here the other night and it was my favourite set that a band has ever played in Dublin. I Love that band. But i did not enjoy the show. I hate the Boom Boom Room, it's the worst venue and it makes me feel really uneasy and on edge all the time. I never liked it, even when everyone was going wild about how it was amazing i thought it was shit. Its shit.
But all the bands ruled so thats what matters most!

Alex took this. The lad has talent and he is a really nice lad! Gwan Alex!

This Saturday Dirty Money from the UK are playing in The Temple. It will without a doubt be amazing. Stop posing and come out to this.